Welcome to this quiet space.
I am beginning to write now. It took 27 years of solitude and a 5-year-long journey for my soul to finally be brave enough to admit that I am tired—but I am not defeated.
This blog is not a place to sow bitterness or seek blame. It is a small altar where I am learning to be patient with myself.
Here, I want to record the energy of healing—a process of settling the muddy waters that have long swirled in my heart, until they slowly become clear once more. I once felt that everything was in vain. I felt my loyalty was nothing but dust swept away by betrayal.
I am almost 50 years old now. I used to be on depression for more than two decades. But at this point zero, I realized one great truth: Everything is recorded as energy. The kindness I planted was never lost. It was simply waiting for its time to bloom into a higher consciousness.
Through these writings, I want to share how I am making peace with bitter memories, releasing the ego that limits the vastness of Divine Love, and understanding that where there is darkness, precisely where Light is being defined. This is my journey home toward the light.
"The wise understand that each process of life must be accepted and experienced. All things flow as they are meant to be. Be grateful for today, since we have been able to face and pass it, as it will be for days to come. Using our knowledge of the existence of The Supreme One we are able to to live peacefully, joyfully, and meaningfully" (Arsaningsih, 2016)
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