Over years, recurring prosperity issues triggered me repeatedly. My sense of lack deepened when I discovered that the man I loved carried a mountain of work-related debt due to serious mistakes. In 2022, I finally realised his constant job changes were linked to his ongoing financial struggles—including being fired for alleged fund misuse and other overwhelming problems. I often feel lost, burdened by a debt I don’t understand. Had I known the truth, I would have let him face the consequences, but blinded by love, I borrowed money from everyone—family, friends, colleagues—to help the father of my children.
For 20 years, I struggled for him without truly knowing about his actions outside our home. My relationships with my parents and extended family have soured because of debts I can't repay.My relationships with colleagues have suffered; they look down on a lecturer in debt. Even my friends demand repayment, and since I have no money, I’m constantly behind on payments and unable to keep my promises. Back then, I lacked the courage to tell anyone the truth. I let people think poorly of me rather than let the man look bad in their eyes.
On the outside, I appear successful—a lecturer, a doctoral graduate from Australia, with brilliant children who have won scholarships to Glasgow, UK. But despite this, I feel my soul shatter as problems weigh me down.This background shapes my search for real prosperity and found the video about prosperity that made me peaceful. Many people pray diligently for blessings and prosperity, but their inner selves remain filled with doubt. Prayer often stops at the mouth; the heart does not truly believe that God is making the process work out for the best. This lack of conviction is what blocks the manifestation process.
This video Prosperity Starts with Gratitude is an online meditation session led by Bunda Arsaningsih. In this session, she explores the spiritual meaning of prosperity and how to manifest it through the SOUL methodology.
The definition of true prosperity is not simply about having a lot of money. It is a state of mind where your needs are met, even if you aren't rich by worldly standards [04:30].
Those who constantly chase wealth often act from a place of "lack" or "poverty," which only creates exhaustion and more lack [05:45].
A prosperous person has a wealthy heart, characterized by sharing, gratitude, and sincerity [06:15].
The universe responds to one’s internal radiation. If one thinks "I don't have money," she is planting a seed of lack. If one radiates gratitude for even the smallest things, she attracts greater abundance [11:32], [01:06:09].
Prosperity is a result of the Law of Cause and Effect (Tabur Tuai). To harvest prosperity, one must sow it by being generous, avoiding stinginess, and practicing radical gratitude [09:48], [01:08:05].
Bunda shares a personal story about craving a snack (ote-ote) and having it appear from two different sources. She uses this to teach that we must appreciate small prosperity—like finding a parking spot or a friend bringing fruit—to prepare ourselves for large prosperity [17:25], [40:34].
Bunda suggests practicing being prosperous. Even if you don't have a big house yet, you should feel the energy of abundance for what you do have until that energy accumulates and manifests bigger things [31:48], [34:25].
Bunda explains that even "bad" events can be a form of prosperity if they lead to growth, protection, or the clearing of karma. She shares a story of how a "bad" event prevented her from traveling during a dangerous landslide, ultimately saving her [24:54].
It is important to connect to the Divine before meditation. Aligning with a "Higher Soul" or spiritual figure (Jesus, Buddha, Muhammad, etc.) to channel God's light and energy [48:59].
People need to identify and clean feelings of greed, jealousy, or a lack mindset that blocks abundance [53:42], [01:00:52] then radiating abundance or visualizing prosperity for all people on Earth to remove personal jealousy and align with the frequency of the Divine [01:07:05].
I watched the video many times, determined to understand what true prosperity means. For two decades, I believed I wasn’t prosperous because of my challenging circumstances. Indeed, I was wrong. I remembered the video in defining true prosperity [29:25 - 29:33]. Prosperity is not merely about having money. It is a state of feeling "full" within oneself. This fullness comes from being filled with the power of God. Looking back, I wish I had made different choices, as indicated by the notes I got from the video.
Affirmation and Energy
The universe operates on the principle of "like attracts like." If I do not believe and feel that you have already received something, you remain in a state of "chasing," and what you chase will keep running away. Then, I must believe and trust that you are already in the process and that I am already prosperous.
I need to affirm positive things in life. Affirmations like "I am healthy, I am peaceful, I am prosperous" must be strengthened even if I am currently sick or facing chaos (ruwet). "Soul is Solution" also means my solution begins in my soul/inner self, not just as words spoken aloud. To manifest, I must feel as though you have already received it, even if it starts with "pretending" or practising. Creation is an energetic process. I must strengthen the energy of prosperity within your feelings (rasa), not just in my mouth.
Prosperity energy practised through small things will accumulate and grow stronger over time. Do not chase money; it is exhausting. Instead, feel that everything is already fulfilled. The core principle: "Whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours." The key is not complex intellectual analysis, but a state of being where the inner self feels as though the request has already been granted.
Eventually, the things I need will start arriving naturally. What began as "acting as if" will become a living reality as evidence of prosperity becomes increasingly evident.
Every morning, be grateful for the breath in your lungs and the health of your body.
Everyday, be grateful for meeting kind people or for a healthy partner.
Train my consciousness by being grateful for simple things: "Lord, I am grateful that I am fulfilled, I am loved, and my life is beautiful."
Gratitude can be from small wins. Finding a parking spot, buying new clothes (self-reward), or simply having time to water the plants. If I am grateful for the small things, the Universe/God will trust you with much larger things. The ability to give to those I love is a tangible form of being prosperous. Don't wait for something big to feel prosperous. For example, if someone treats you to a bowl of meatballs or gives you a piece of fruit, recognise that as a sign of prosperity.
The world manifests our desires through energy that is "mapped out" by the combination of thought and feeling (rasa) Thought alone is not enough. Feeling—the emotion of already possessing—is the energy that actually radiates outward. If the inner self does not feel it, the radiation does not happen. This is why stillness (meditation) is required to allow this feeling to radiate powerfully.
The science of gratitude involves the whole soul and body, not just physical presence. People full of gratitude have a fine and comfortable energy. Greedy people have a demanding energy that feels uncomfortable to others. The goal of life is to refine our character and energy so that we align with the "Image" or frequency of God (The Law of Like Attracts Like).
Meditation is necessary to correct the inner self and give yourself the chance to realise what you have forgotten to be grateful for. Soul Reflection Meditation helps me to create a new consciousness: Starting now, I am aware and I am practising being a better person," regardless of what happened in the past.
Even though my past was filled with energy drains (the debts and betrayals of me), this video suggests that by reclaiming my inner feeling of fullness today, I can stop chasing and allow my life to begin fulfilling itself again. My academic success and my children’s happiness are already manifestations of the Prosperity Energy I have built, even in the most difficult times. Thank you God for being with me. I love You.
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