Energy follows thought
Human beings are gifted with intellect and free will. Whatever we think or desire creates radiation because energy follows the direction of our thoughts. When a thought is repeated often, its radiation becomes stronger. This radiation eventually shows up as our character and the energetic patterns of our lives. Life processes are not strictly determined by God in a fatalistic sense; rather, humans determine their own life path through the choices they make in their thoughts and actions. Free will can be guided by intellect (wisdom) or left wild and impulsive. Wisdom means filtering thoughts, choosing which are worth action and which are not, to keep our radiation calm. Every person is born with a pre-existing "soul record" or pattern. This record holds the results of all past thoughts and actions. Many people refer to this as Destiny, Karma, or even Original Sin. These patterns are essentially ripe fruit from past lives. Even if we don't look back, these records still radiate from within us. They attract specific real-world events.
From Tests to Lessons
When I feel issues like losing money or being cheated keep recurring, it is a signal from the universe that an unresolved energy pattern is at play. As long as my response remains the same (anger, giving in to impulses), the energy radiation stays the same, which attracts similar events again. Explosive anger that leads to physical actions is a very powerful discharge of energy. According to the principles discussed by Bunda Arsaningsih, anger actually strengthens the negative soul record. By admitting that the anger was wrong, I am actually starting to cut the wires of that negative radiation. Realising that I have control over my thoughts and emotions is key. Increased stress often arises because I feel like a victim of circumstances. Once I start taking responsibility—not to blame myself, but to improve myself—the burden of stress usually begins to lift.
As the podcast mentioned, offering an internal apology and promising myself not to repeat the pattern of anger is a way to tidy up. If debt appears again out of nowhere, try not to see it as a punishment. Instead, see it as the remnants of an energy debt that must be settled so I can be truly clear. I have already begun to gain awareness in 2025. That is a massive asset. Changing a soul record takes effort and time. By admitting that I want to learn, I have already begun the journey toward that next level. I continue to be patient with my own process. Recognising my mistakes is a sign that my soul is growing.
Since 2020, It took me about 4 to 5 years to shift my mindset, moving from constantly complaining about my problems to finally reaching a point of acceptance. Whenever I complained, more problems seemed to arise. When I kept revisiting the painful experiences of his betrayal, my heart hurt more, and new issues with him continued to surface. My anger grew, and it felt like the cycle of problems would never end. Honestly, that is exactly what happened to me.
Every time someone comes to collect a debt, it reminds me of how he and his entire extended family blew through my money. Even when a problem arises that wasn't caused by my own spending, the image of them appears and consumes me with rage. It got to the point where I actually slapped him because my anger was so intense. That is the reality of what happened; I admit that I eventually acted out toward him. Looking back, I see that my anger drove those actions, even though I felt justified at the time.
In 2025, I began to feel that what I did in the past was wrong. I admit that, no matter the circumstances, my anger was wrong and didn't solve anything. Watching this podcast made me realise that I haven't graduated to the next level in managing my emotions. I still gave in to my fits of rage and wasn't willing to learn, which is why the same problems kept recurring (debts resurfacing from out of nowhere, and money just seemed to vanish into thin air). My life became even more stressful.
Using the example of someone who is constantly being cheated or scammed, the podcast explains that this is a form of energy repayment. If a person has a record of deceiving others in a past life, they currently emit radiation that signals deception. Because the universe operates on the principle of like attracts like, this radiation acts as a magnet, drawing other deceptive people toward it. If that internal energetic pattern persists and remains unresolved or uncleared, the same problem—such as being cheated—will keep recurring, no matter who is involved or what the situation is.
I often mistake a recurring condition for a permanent destiny. But as I’ve come to understand, these repetitions are signals that our internal 'level of consciousness' hasn't yet shifted. By admitting my own mistakes and choosing to stop spreading my anger, I am finally starting to see the patterns dissolve. Life doesn't get easier; we just get better at understanding the energy we bring to the table. Thank you for walking this path of self-discovery with me. Let’s strive to finally 'naik kelas' (graduate) together.
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