For a long time, I found myself trapped in a cycle that felt impossible to break. Whether it was professional hurdles or deep personal betrayals, the same problems seemed to wear different masks but deliver the same pain. I spent years fueled by a rage that I felt was justified, only to realize that my anger wasn't a shield; it was a magnet. Today, I want to share a profound realization I had while reflecting on the concept of soul records and energy radiation. It took me nearly five years to move from a place of constant complaint to a place of letting it be, and in that shift, I discovered why we sometimes fail to graduate from our own emotional trials
I used to complain to God and others about my bad life. I thought my bad problems were due only to other mistakes, not to me. From 2001 to 2019, I often had recurring problems in my life: being cheated, losing money due to the man and his family, and not being loved. Although I always tried my best to be faithful and loyal to them, as my name “Setyorini” was given by my parents. Recently, I have been learning many important points from the podcast video The Mystery of Recurring Problems featuring Bunda Arsaningsih and Dr Rastho Mahotama.
Why do problems keep recurring?
Problems happen because of the level of consciousness, the law of sowing and reaping (karma), and the soul records. Similar problems will keep happening if a person remains at the same level of consciousness. Increasing awareness is necessary to break the cycle [24:55]. Conditions are objective events that happen. The examples of conditions are rain, spicy food, losing money, or being cheated [13:56]. Problems arise based on how an individual perceives and reacts to those conditions [15:08]. Whether something is a problem depends heavily on one's point of view. Mental resilience varies. What one person considers a trivial matter might be a heavy burden for someone else [09:22]. Everything that happens results from past thoughts and actions (including past lives). The energy radiated by thoughts attracts similar events [32:54]. Every human carries energy patterns from birth. If a person has a negative energy record, such as having been deceitful, the universe will attract similar people who will try to deceive them. This is a form of repayment for the karma [34:17].
Moreover, Bunda gave insights for common questions: "Bunda, why do I get cheated by people so often? And it keeps repeating for me. In such-and-such a year, I lost this much; then the next time, I lost that much again. Oh, I just keep getting cheated over and over." Theirs are called repetition or recurring problem that needs to look deeper:
If we want to find the source of the problem, there is certainly a connection to our past lives, which map out our soul records that radiate energetically. To radiate means to emit energy that becomes a pattern of our character (32:56)
Now, when we experience something in this life, for example, being cheated by someone, we will eventually wonder, "Why am I being cheated?" If a person understands the law of sowing and reaping (karma), it means there is an issue related to deceiving others in a past life (33:17).
The energy is still radiating because they once deceived someone; the radiation of deceiving is still being emitted. Ultimately, this law of nature will attract people to cheat them, because their radiation was originally that of a deceiver. They will attract a likeness of people who deceive to come toward them, and eventually, they get cheated (33:37).
As long as this energy pattern is not yet finished, not yet realized, and not yet understood, then the same events will keep coming back. So, recurring patterns happen when someone hasn't "finished" with that specific issue. Not finished means they haven't energetically cleansed the radiation they possess (34:05). Once the radiation which is their homework is cleansed and that radiation no longer exists.
How can I break my recurring cycle?
The first step is to identify my self-knowledge, how the energy radiation within oneself. Without knowing myself, I won't know what needs to be changed [01:07:11]. The second step is through energy cleansing. Engaging in a process of repentance, seeking inner forgiveness, and forgiving oneself or others helps to withdraw the negative radiation previously emitted [38:52]. The third step relates to effort versus time. Time alone is not enough to heal wounds or fix problems. It requires targeted effort and the awareness to shift negative thought patterns into positive ones [49:05]. The next step focuses on solutions. Stop asking "why is this happening" repeatedly and start focusing on how to fix it spiritually and mentally [08:04]. In brief, the world will not change as long as my energy remains the same. Change my energy, and my life will change. It is important to plant goodness in the specific area where I am facing trouble (e.g., if I have prosperity issues, focus on planting goodness in the realm of prosperity).
As the podcast mentioned, offering an internal apology and promising myself not to repeat the pattern of anger is a way to tidy up. If debt appears again out of nowhere, try not to see it as a punishment. Instead, see it as the remnants of an energy debt that must be settled so I can be truly clear. I have already begun to gain awareness in 2025. I think that MY AWARENESS is truly MY ASSET. I know that changing a soul record takes effort and time. By admitting that I want to learn, I have already begun the journey toward that next level. I continue to be patient with my own process.
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